paradoxical.

This whole situation has been, for lack of a better word, festering in my mind for almost two days now.
Last night definitely got my mind off things for a few hours, but when I got home I just started thinking and couldn't stop.
Even today my mind was just somewhere else.
I'm at the point where I'm not sure whether it's better to feel something, be it good or bad, than to feel nothing at all.






i still like him.